Today I was
reading an article and a discussion on a case of an angler by “accident” hooked
and caught a big hammer-head shark which is a classified as an endangered
species and thus protected by the law. Now the point of discussion in and of
this article was the “best practise” to handle and release such an animal. This
was/is quite interesting for me to read and look at from two perspectives:
Seeing the points that come up within me of how I have participated and seeing
what is here, how do the two parties communicate and reason.
They
discuss points like should a shark be walked after the fight and the muscles “massaged
to help get rid of the lactate that has accumulated in the fighting, or if to
cut the line in the water when one sees that the shark/fish is a endangered
species. Because the point of discussions was that the angler landed the fish –
which is not allowed according to the law – which could be used and was
intended to be used by the author as point to activate a discussion about the “best
practise” the how treat and handle fish in a catch-and-release-scenario and how
to educate the angler.
So this
whole point/discussion has caused quite some reactions within me: A
reality-check as in seeing how this points/system is actually working at the
moment and how the law and Money is protecting abuse. The fist point that came
up was like why do the angler want to have the fish on land and I saw that it
is because you can not feel proud actually the angler would feel a loss when he
would cut the line “I have lost a fish” was a common sentence when I was
fishing. So lots of this is about winning and losing – which is also already
implied in the word “Sport-fishing” – and thus he would want to land the fish, to
take a photo to document “his win”, so from this self-interested desire is
obviously no “best practice” possible.
I mean to
put it out clear and frank: Sport-fishing is plain abuse and the point that I have
realized about this in this discussion is that this is not at all realized –
the point of discussion should be the starting-point of the angler for fishing and
here I looked at and found a video of two men catching a hammer-head shark.
I mean this is only one example – the fist one I clicked –lol- but it reveals
and showed quite impressive the abusive nature and disregard for life that is
accepted and allowed in sport-fishing or big-game-fishing:
Already the
treatment of the ray that is used as bait is plain abuse, poking holes into his
flesh pulling a hook with a line through and slicing it in pieces. Here a thought
came up how this beings can be so dulled, but actually the are not experiencing
“dullness” they experience excitement- and within writing the memories come
up of me hooking the worms to go fishing poking holes in their body’s and
sometimes also using small fish as baits and that I initially did not enjoy
this, but it was taught to me like “don’t be such baby who wants to fish must
also poke of the baits” – so this is interesting because this is a point that
came up in the reading the discussion on the article as well: Tradition
Quote:
“ It’s a
huge risk having a family and caring about a fish this way. I watched my father
and grandfather do this and I’ve been practicing the same methods that they
have showed me, and it has worked for the last hundred years. I know the
fisherman that caught this shark did everything they possibly could do,
including risking his life to ensure this shark swam off strong”
This is defiantly
a point within this: being/becoming a man, a man knows to fish, a man can care
and provide for the family, a man knows to kill.
Family-Tradition
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to kill animals without to show and prove that I am a man and strong
I forgive
myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think and believe that a man
must know how to fish, has to care and provide for the family and knows how to
kill
I forgive
myself that I have not allowed myself as a man to realize that sport-fishing
has nothing to do with providing for the family – it just gives me a experience
of being a man as defined of and in this world feeling in power and control
exerting my ego out on nature as the fish
I forgive
myself as a man that I have accepted and allowed myself to project and exert
out my superiority-complex on nature, the animals and the plants in harming,
killing, abusing and destroying them to entertain myself and make me feel
strong and powerful
Working
with the same methods as our forbears is exactly how we keep repeating the past
and allowing the system of abuse to continue. The interesting point within this
is to see how this person – as nearly everybody is convinced in that he his
doing the “right thing” and then projects it on the fisher in the article to …basically
to validate “the same methods that they have showed me, and it has worked for
the last hundred years”
And that is
also “the hard point” that will need lots of walking and re-eduction to have
firstly oneself and then others as well realize and life that: No – we can not go on
like this, we are definitely abusing what is here and this has to stop.
Currently
how-ever-wants-to can for example go catch and release a shark just to have “fun”
and is protected by the law (when he has a fishing-license) completely not
considering the suffering, pain of the fish, where humans tend to believe that
just because a being does not scream and shout it does not experience pain –which
is a extremely fucked up misconception!!- and as well the situation the whole
world is in and the role that the shark for example plays within the Ecosystem.
That the number of sharks is constantly sinking – due to fishing; industrial
and sport – which means that the positions of the “top-predator” of the
ecosystem drop out and thus the balance of the ecosystem is disturbed which we
are already aware of.
This long
accepted and allowed believe structures that have become and are protected by
the law can not simply be changed from “in one instance” to what is “best for
all” based on the principle of equality of all life – the realisation can not
be forced or dictated - but from my perspective a beginning would be that
someone who wants to have a fishers-license must be educated on fish – in detail!
the importance and position of them within the ecosystem the ecosystem as a
whole the situation on earth, in the ecosystems without – and even more important
would be the investigation of the Starting-point of a angler done in
Self-honesty where the being that wants to catch fish has to self-investigate
themselves to find out how it is that he/she wants to catch fish…when he/she
after this still wants to fish.
Because
within this I read the most obvious lies – and fuck I used them myself as I was
a fisher, self-believes and it´s interesting because it brings up the another
point of analogy because I/them would say: I love the fish! I like the fish –
they are so beautiful creatures!
I can very
well remember the excited/exciting feeling when I would indulge in “fishing-magazines”
glancing at the pictures imagining how it would feel/be like to catch “this big
fish” or on the water in the “hunting for fish”. A nice beautiful fish!
This
feeling is nothing more that Greed!
The point
of analogy is how we fish for the desired partner or a costumer, we fish for
complements, preparing baits – ourselves as baits to hook the other and reel
him/or her in to either make a quick trophy out of in the form of a FUCKed up memory
or kill him/or her (equally to ourselves) for/in a relationship to feed of
nicely for a while.
I can remember where created this
view/perception in a holiday with a newly found friend about 13 years old
sitting on a bench beneath Pines and judging and categorizing the girls as/like
fish: X is a big fish; you need very glittery and attractive bait as well as a
strong line. Y nja, not so heavy guess the best bait would be ...! Z is easy to
catch but the drill will be very hard.
And so on …
One girl we named hermit crab and she was like a bit shy or at least I saw her
so, nevertheless I liked her somehow and in the end on the last day my cousin
spoke to/with her – which made me jealous…the good-old self-judgement. In fact
or as far is know jealousy/feeling and fear of being rejected was the starting
point for my accepted and allowed abuse and cruelty towards animals/plants and
in this also a starting point for self-abuse as Sadism/Masochism.
The next
point that came up for me with the video and also was the point of status as
they discuss which reel is the best, or better what I could also see in my past
where I have defined me according to the equipment of/for fishing and a special
expensive reel. And that is also the last point for today on this MONEY – The
typical man-stereotypes money and status = I can fucking buy me a fucking Marlin
to catch and fucking put his fucking head as a fucking trophy on my fucking
wall and I give a fuck about the animal, the ocean and essentially myself
because I am brutal, violent and want to feel powerful and in control and money
gives me the protection that to abuse:
Quote from the disscussion
“Like it or
not, recreational anglers drive a multi billion dollar sport economy in the United States. $722
million was spent by recreational anglers in the state of Florida alone in 2009”
And within
this I am getting more and more aware that this is really “serious” from a
perspective – how fucked we really are, how tight and protected the current
system really is with a army of Egos – which means that it starts with Self!!
Bounty on this Blue Marlin: $451,350
ILL getting paid to KILL
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